Friday, March 6, 2009

I never wanted to be THAT girl...

I never pictured myself here, where i am at right now. NEVER i never wanted to be her the girl who had a baby with her high school sweet heart her only REAL boyfriend, got married and bought a house. I had goals dreams and ambitions like everyone else but being a responsible person seemed to be what took over. I am proud of myself even if no one else is, I'm proud of the women and mother i am, i was stupid and i continue to make stupid decision buts whats done is done and i cant undo it and i never would. i wish i could have been more for my son i never wanted to be this girl but i am and I'm doing the best with it i know how. i wish i had more in me had taken a different path to him so i could have given him more as a mother. a mothers regret i suppose

2 comments:

Bryce, Krista, & Kaylee said...

I agree with this blog! haha. I always look back and think wow why did i do this to end up with that. So don't feel alone!

Amanda said...

Hey i didnt see your comment! awesome!